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What a Shame

People on the internet have short attention span. Congratulations on making onto the second sentence even though this post has no pictures nor mentions of celebrities, boobs, or robots! Okay, now it does, but that doesn't really count.
What I'm trying to say is, there are so many other things I am willing to write, but it would drive readers away to never come back. Back in the days of Xanga, I was able to write anything down, even thought my entries tended to be cryptic whether public or protected. I am inspired to divulge here, but of course it depends if I want to share such passionate ramblings on here where my top referral is google search for "black Paris Hilton". I've got a feeling I don't want to.
Because of these many reasons, I've got entries scattered all over different blogs and hosts. I feel like I need to constantly filter myself as I blog. The only time I don't have the need to filter myself is when I blog about food. Food is universal, so intimately comforting yet widely shared. You don't drive with your brakes on -- it's a shame that I'm thinking with brakes on.

Blog Identity Crisis

I do not want to post links any more. This is only encouraging the Long Tail Effect.

There are so many blogs & tumblrs & applications in general out there that do this kinda stuff (digg, stumbleupon, etc). I want to write about deeper things and things related to my life, but I would want to do so anonymously.
In my frustration, I feel completely restless and unable to focus. I'm not getting anywhere.

I'm in a fricking dilemma. I need to envision my goal and stick with it.

It kills me to write about myself.

I figured my list on Facebook wasn't very legit and kept thinking of things to add! So I'll keep track of them here, 10 at a time.

1. I'm a stickler for proper English. "your stupid"... stupid what? (If you didn't get that, don't bother)
   
2. I like being a teacher. Out of my generation of cousins, I'm the oldest so I'm always the teacher when played school. Later, I thought being a teacher would be cool because I'd get all the holidays and - if I was an International school teacher, all the benefits too!
3. The part of my body that I am proudest of is.... my ribcage. Kiddiinnggg hahahaha so anorexic. Actually they're my fingertips/ fingernails. They're so perfectly shaped and curved :D
4. When I am conversing online, I laugh a lot textually.
   
5. Sometimes, when I see something funny online, my mind says, "LOL" as in the letters themselves... ell oh ell.
   
6. I just realized recently that my textual laughing could be quite intimidating, actually. Does anyone agree or disagree?
   
7. I have a lot of internal conflicts, big and small. e.g., I want to go into advertising, but I don't want to promote materialism. I guess that's an extra thing you learned about me.
   
8. I won awards for speech contests...
   
   ... they were for Chinese school during the weekends, and the other kids can barely speak Cantonese properly.
   
9. I don't like talking about myself because I feel it is conceited. Having a blog based on my preferences and me in general is a contradiction. See #7. I feel like an arachnophobia staring at a dead tarantula, waiting for it to come back alive any second now.
   
10. I love to organize things. I estimate that I rearrange my room once a month and my closet 4x a year, at least. If I type notes, I want to make sure that I won't be left with a page with only 1/4 filled. That wastes paper!
11. Bonus, included for next time: I am prone to being environmentally friendly.
    

Final thing about me.. I am jealous that this walrus can do ballroom dancing. The world is so unfair.



-- written Mar 26

Word of the Day: epistephilia

epistephilia: a desire to know

I wana change that as my blog name now :(

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Sleepy again. Another early day for me. Driving exam on Friday!!!!
Also, I think the picky Prof likes me now :D

¡Hola!

I don't know what this blog is about, who should read it, who shouldn't read it, other than that it will be about anything I feel like writing about. This is snobbier than Gwyneth's POOP! Let's just say the most outspoken side of me will crash and burn here and become a delicious pastry, and be served as the daily special.

I made this in 2 minutes, and posting it on Facebook to get all you people here. Please submit praises, flames, suggestions, or just holla a ¡hola!